Carson opening his Christmas stalking

Carson got some disney parachute guys for Christmas he had a good time letting go off the stair case landing

Christmas Morning

Carson fell asleep at 6pm last night and was out for the night I decided not to wake him and just set out the cookies for Santa and showed carson the crumbs and empty glass of milk santa had left.. here is the video of his response.

Later he asked me "did Santa go in my room" I said yes he did to make sure you were sleeping!

November and December Update

Sooo this month and last I haven't posted many pics..or updates.
In September I won a radio contest and got air fair and hotel accommodations and back stage passes to Kieth Urban in Vancouver and went with my Best friend Lindsay that was a blast.
November Mike and Vanessa got married
I helped plan and throw Kelly her Bachelorette Party
I went to court for custody over Carson and Brian and I now have official 50/50 custody and I have to live with in 30 miles of Carson's dad.

In November after court stuff, My Dad flew down to CA to help me move and I moved out of Brian's House and moved into my own 2 bedroom guest house in Fullerton that i rent for a great deal. I love it and its in the safest neighborhood in Fullerton. I love my little house that is all for me and Carson :) Carson decorated our little Christmas tree.

In December
I was in Kelly and Nates wedding, It was big (23 in the bridal party) and beautiful.
I got to reunite with all my best friends and college roommates.
We went to Knotts Berry farm with the free tickets we got from sitting in on a time share speal.
Now Carson and I are visiting Washington again and having a good vacation time up here with my family.

I will rise

check out this song at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yvfso4Q8xg

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

And I hear the voice of many angels sing,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
And I hear the cry of every longing heart,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
[x2]

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise
[ I Will Rise Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]


rejoicing in Jesus' Victory.
Please continue to Pray for me and my son Carson that the Lord will bring Justice and peace to us. We love you and appreciate your prayer and support.

Just waiting on God right now.

people will fail you. God will never fail you.

1Corinthians 13:4-7 7=Love never fails.







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I-get-it-now.com

About 3 months ago I purchased a web domain for my tutoring company I am starting called I-get-it-now! I am still coming up with a logo and I have no idea how to build a cool webpage yet but I check out my work in progress at

i-get-it-now.com

:)

Whats new in this Wacky World of mine..

Most of you dont know this but on October 2nd I went to the hospital and was told by the Doctors to "go home and rest" The Move, The student teaching, and most of all the unstable not going anywhere relationship that I was in all got to me.

I was home for 2 weeks when I recieved a phone call from Brian's attorney saying, "I needed to return to the state of CA in order to continue seeking "medical treatment" and return the minor child and that I would have monitored visitation with my son..."

I did the only thing at this point that I could do and hired an attorney myself to fight these ridiculous alligations.

My heart is saddened that the father of my child was unable to see that I simply needed Doctor ordered rest because for months I have not been able to get the rest I need due to stress of an unstable home life.

New rested Angela is through making excuses for people that let me down and hurt me and through wearing the "everything is okay" mask.

I love Carson. Carson is my world. Anyone and everyone who knows me knows that about me. And I am thrilled to be only 6 weeks away from obtaining my Teaching Credential. However, this is a bittersweet time because now I am having to move out of the home I spent so many restless nights creating in Fullerton for me and my son. You know how excited I was to decorate Carsons FIRST room.

I am on my own now with Carson. A fresh start to be independant mother of my Son Carson. Currently living with my aunt in Corona, but looking for something closer to Yorba Linda where I will be finishing my student teaching.

Carson deserves the world and I plan on giving it to him. Mostly I plan on instilliing in him the love of our Savior which will never leave him or forsake him or hurt him. A lesson I wish I would have learned the easy way. One things for certain God is my stronghold and no one else.

Join me in praying for my son Carson friends and family, that He will grow up to be a man of integrity, wisdom, and honoring God and a man with a sense of humor like his mom and dad. :)

I love you friends thank you for your prayers and concerns.

Take my hand and Walk..- Jesus

Copying my Best Friend Julie, this song speaks to me and is so encouraging. Just depending on God for daily mana ;) Love this song it is God's song to me :) and a world of hurting people. copy and paste the link below to see video and hear song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxy8dVPUjq0


Kry Take my Hand and Walk Lyrics:

I know there are times
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadness
someday you will know the reason why
with a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me

[CHORUS]
Take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk

Don't live in the past
cause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last

you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Me

Take my hand and walk where I lead
Keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take my hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take my hand and walk

Just like a child
holdings daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand
on your own
(repeat chorus)
Words by Jean-Luc Lajoie and Yves Lajoie
Music by Jean-Luc Lajoie

Julie's post - Very Encouraging- So I am passing it on to my friends too

Monday, September 14, 2009
While I am Waiting
I heard this song the other day and it just seriously amazed me and spoke to me. In all the circumstances of life when we are waiting for an answer to so many of life's uncertainties. Check out the video and lyrics below.(copy and paste to check out the video to the song.
God is always Faithful!
Love you all!

Jules

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb7TSGptd3Y

"I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
Posted by Jules and Dave at 9:18 PM

Elbow Drop

Look what uncle John taught Carson the other day.. WWF move... "Elbow Drop". Carson Loves his uncle John and his Uncle Luke and is having a blast reuniting with the Worsham side of the family he really hardly gets to see. .. Dont worry Carson misses the Maurer side of the family too! After all he is Carson Worsham-Maurer.

Elbow Drop

Look what uncle John taught Carson the other day.. WWF move... "Elbow Drop". Carson Loves his uncle John and his Uncle Luke and is having a blast reuniting with the Worsham side of the family he really hardly gets to see. .. Dont worry Carson misses the Maurer side of the family too! After all he is Carson Worsham-Maurer.

Charlie's 2nd Birthday, Lili's 4th Birthday

Carson went to two super fun Birthday parties this summer.. his friend Charlie Parris' sesame street birthday, with the cutest cup cakes I have ever seen. Seriously look at that cookie monster cupcake he actually has a half bitten cookie coming out of his mouth. Charlie's aunty made those.

Carson had a great time celebrating with friends Josh, Emily, and Charlie.
Jumping in the bounce house, playing in the kiddie pool and sand box. So fun.

Just last weekend we went to Carson's cousin Lili's Fairy themed 4th birthday.(girls came dressed as fairy's or pirates and boys came dressed as pirates). Which was visited by Tinkle Bell herself. My camera died one picture into this great event so I will up load more pictures from Brian's camera later.
But the highlight of this party was Lili's friend Brandon who came in full on captain hook get up and as a 4 year old stayed in Character the whole party, he had complete drawn on stach and everything. Man I wish I had a pic of this kid to post. He is hilarious and each year we look forward to getting to see him at the cousin's birthday parties.
(last year at lili's party he serenaded everyone with his yukeleli (sp?) and sang somewhere over the rainbow.)

I love birthday parties I wish I could get paid to plan and attend them :)

Summer Fun

Back in July we went to the fair with Carson and our friends Jessica, Sergio, and their little baby mia.
Carson went on his first ride at the fair by him self! At lego land he rode rides with mommy or daddy, this was his first ride solo! On the pirate ship he loved it. I love the fair it is such a great time!

We also went to many Angel Games this summer since Brian had gotten an 18 pack. :)

So Although I was consumed with student teaching all summer long and didn't get the Summer days to play with Carson I did get to find time in the evenings and on weekends to get in some good quality time. WE frequently visited the Fullerton Farmers Market so Carson can get his dancing in to the live music, and jumps in the bouncers. Carson got a lot of Emily time. Carson got a lot of quality time with my friends who love him too and were "kind enough" to teach him a new dance move. ;)
We got to spend time with Uncle John this Summer too before he moved back to Washington we went to the beach and the aquarium.

WE are lucky that Carson's daddy is so generous to be taking care of us while I student teach. He is always making sure that I am not stressed out taking Carson whenever I need an extra break or more time to work on school stuff. He really loves his baby boy.

busy busy June :) and my first day of student teaching

I had my first day of student teaching today, which was actually the very first day of school for Lincoln Alternative Elementary school in Corona. It went FABulously :) could not have been better my master teacher seems great I am very happy with my placement and there was no traffic on the way out their either :) I am excited to learn a lot from her and her 12 years plus experience teaching primary. It is a second grade class. I am sad to not be at home half the week with carson.. this will be an adjustment because since he has been born I have only had to work part time and got to be a part time stay-at-home mom. But it is only for 16 weeks.. Carson had his first day of full day preschool last wednesday. He is going to be going to Eastside Christian Preschool now on Mon/wed/friday and MIke (brian's dad) still has him on Tues/thurs. He loves school. and he LOVES going to Papa's house..

Speaking of papa, my dad and mom and brother Luke were just out here in June the first two weeks of it and we had a good time staying at Brent and Cynthia Laurers beautiful beach home in Newport that they let my parents use while they were here. We also got to go to Lego land 2x in June. (and I have a pass so if anyone wants to go... let me know :) ) Brian and I went the first weekend in June with carson when our camping trip with Julie and Dave got rained out. and then we went again with my mom dad, two brothers and Luke's friend tom.

Carson loved lego land and so did I! the place is fabulous for little guys. Carson and I went to the first couple days of Mariners VBS and got to see Jana Alarya live. (google her if you dont know who that lady is, she is like the carrie underwood of childrens christian music.)

Then I was in Audrey and Kyle's wedding which was a blast, then the next day after their wedding Carson and I drove to Las Vegas to visit Josh and Karyss and their new baby Oliver :) he is a doll.

This last weekend Brian and Carson and I watched fireworks in the Fullerton HS stadium and enjoyed "cardio' dogs as Will calls them *hotdogs wrapped in bacon ... DELISH!! I had two.. and let me tell you it tasted like the 4th of July.. if you could eat it ,,. that is what it would taste like. :O)

Carson loved the fireworks. then after the fire works we dropped him off with papa maurer and raced to Lindsay's 1940's themed birthday party in Camarillo.
Which was a blast.

So needless to say June was busy busy for me and now this second week of July I begin my 16 week journey of student teaching :)

poo poo in the potty!! hurray!

I have been working with Carson for a while now to go poo poo in the potty. However he will say " Carson go poo poo" after the poo in already in the diaper... so I say "Carson tell mommy when you have to go poo before you go then you get to go on the big boy potty!!" So today he told me he had to go poo poo, so i said "lets go lets go" and I took his diaper off and there was a little bit of poop in it, but I could tell he still had to go so I kneeled down next to him while he was on the potty and he says, "mommy go away" so I said okay, i went in the next room to give him "privacy" and he pooped all by himself I was so proud of him! here is the video of the after math of this great event. I made such a big deal about his poo poo in the potty that when I said "okay lets flush the poo down the toilet now" he stook his hands out to block me from picking up the potty bowl and said "no, my poo poo" He was so proud he didn't want to throw it out.. LOL..
Later when we went to pick up Uncle John to go to the Angels game he told me he had to poop and this time no poop was already in his diaper and he pooped! in the big toilet at Uncle Johns apartment! all by himself. I am so proud of him.

He has been peeing in the potty too, both sitting down and standing up he says "go pee like daddy" I had to explain to him that boys only go PEE standing up they dont poop standing up.

My baby is growing up so fast.

Last night I took one side of carson's crib off so now he has a big kid bed with no "cage" I put pillows next to it. He was excited for his own bed. But at 3AM he woke up crying next to the crib/bed on top of the pillows because he had rolled off, so he ended up back in my bed.

hope you enjoy the video!

April to May catch up!

Wow it has been a while since i have blogged, mostly because I have been bogged down by all my methods course work for my teaching credential and subbing . But thankfully I officially finished my last two teaching credential methods courses!! now all I have left to do is my 16 weeks of student teaching, pass my RICA test, and take a US history test and then by October 22nd I will have my teaching credential!!

Too catch you up on the wacky world of Worsham... in April, we attended a few Angel Games, Brian bought an 18 pack so we have been going to that quite a bit. I also took Carson one Wednesday morning to a special toddler class at the Aquarium of the Pacific in Long beach, he got to touch and feel all kinds of sea creatures, be in a parade and have a private teacher learning about shapes in the sea, it was a lot of fun.

one of my best friend's Kelly just got engaged, and her fiancee' invited all of her girlfriends to Temecula winery to be their to celebrate after he popped the question,

My childhood dreams came true and I got to go see the Britney Spears concert at he Honda Center with my girlfriends ;) So fun.

Emily turned 2, and her teddy bear picnic was a blast.

WE had a great Easter, Carson dyed Easter eggs with Emily and we had the first Annual "Jesus has Risen Easter Egg Hunt" with all of Carson's little friends. It was so fun. Carson kept taking Emily's eggs and then EMily would find eggs and put them in Carson's basket.

We celebrated Easter at Brian's Aunt Maralyn's house and so the "easter Bunny" hid eggs at Nate and lindsay's (wear we stayed) Carson was much more excited about the egg hunt this year then last.

My friend Nicole got married and Brian and I got to got to that wedding it was a lot of fun, with a lot of dancing :)

I took Carson miniature golfing for the first time, and he loved it for about the first 4-5 holes he was determined to put that ball in the whole, then he was over it and more interested in the holes where the ball went into one whole and came out on another green some where else, and he was VERY confused why the last hole did not give you the ball back.. see the picture of him by the locked door?? he kept asking me, "mommy where ball go?" "mommy where da ball go?" to which I replied, "the castle ate it."

I am so excited to start my student teaching and that I am almost done getting my credential, I actually really enjoyed all my methods courses and learned a lot, that has made me a better substitute teacher, The last few weeks I have subbed everyday carson has been at Grandpa Maurers, and I dont know if my students are getting better, if I am becoming a better teacher, I finally figured out how to start the day strong and strict lay out clear expectations and consequences, manage the classroom, and stay nice and calm through out the day, and not have to be a mean teacher! My goal if for my students (to learn obviously) But I cant wait for the day when I have subbed so much that they can repeat my three rules back to me,...

1. Make wise choices
2. Treat others the way you want to be treated,
3. Listen to the teacher the first time.

Number 1 and 2 I stole from the 252 basics bible curriculum i used as the elementary director at UP. But these were their 3 basic truths they wanted each kids to learn, the 3rd mission of that curriculum is "trust God no matter what" which unfortunately I can not say in a public school. I just have to demonstrate Christ in my actions :)

I am looking forward to my future and where God is taking me, I have learned that I am just hanging on for the ride and that he is in control, I cant believe how quickly my baby Carson is growing up. Each day I just do the best I can with what i have and try to be the best mom I can. :)