Most of you dont know this but on October 2nd I went to the hospital and was told by the Doctors to "go home and rest" The Move, The student teaching, and most of all the unstable not going anywhere relationship that I was in all got to me.
I was home for 2 weeks when I recieved a phone call from Brian's attorney saying, "I needed to return to the state of CA in order to continue seeking "medical treatment" and return the minor child and that I would have monitored visitation with my son..."
I did the only thing at this point that I could do and hired an attorney myself to fight these ridiculous alligations.
My heart is saddened that the father of my child was unable to see that I simply needed Doctor ordered rest because for months I have not been able to get the rest I need due to stress of an unstable home life.
New rested Angela is through making excuses for people that let me down and hurt me and through wearing the "everything is okay" mask.
I love Carson. Carson is my world. Anyone and everyone who knows me knows that about me. And I am thrilled to be only 6 weeks away from obtaining my Teaching Credential. However, this is a bittersweet time because now I am having to move out of the home I spent so many restless nights creating in Fullerton for me and my son. You know how excited I was to decorate Carsons FIRST room.
I am on my own now with Carson. A fresh start to be independant mother of my Son Carson. Currently living with my aunt in Corona, but looking for something closer to Yorba Linda where I will be finishing my student teaching.
Carson deserves the world and I plan on giving it to him. Mostly I plan on instilliing in him the love of our Savior which will never leave him or forsake him or hurt him. A lesson I wish I would have learned the easy way. One things for certain God is my stronghold and no one else.
Join me in praying for my son Carson friends and family, that He will grow up to be a man of integrity, wisdom, and honoring God and a man with a sense of humor like his mom and dad. :)
I love you friends thank you for your prayers and concerns.
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We're sending you love & prayers from Washington! You're a wonderful mommy & Carson is so blessed to have you teaching him the things that will last eternally.
Angela,
You know I am praying for you and your situation. I am always here for you if you need another mom to talk to. Carson is so very blessed to have such a wonderful mommy who loves him beyond measure.
I will be praying for you on the rooftop. Good luck with the last few steps on the teaching credential.
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