Sunday, December 20, 2009

November and December Update











Sooo this month and last I haven't posted many pics..or updates.
In September I won a radio contest and got air fair and hotel accommodations and back stage passes to Kieth Urban in Vancouver and went with my Best friend Lindsay that was a blast.
November Mike and Vanessa got married
I helped plan and throw Kelly her Bachelorette Party
I went to court for custody over Carson and Brian and I now have official 50/50 custody and I have to live with in 30 miles of Carson's dad.

In November after court stuff, My Dad flew down to CA to help me move and I moved out of Brian's House and moved into my own 2 bedroom guest house in Fullerton that i rent for a great deal. I love it and its in the safest neighborhood in Fullerton. I love my little house that is all for me and Carson :) Carson decorated our little Christmas tree.

In December
I was in Kelly and Nates wedding, It was big (23 in the bridal party) and beautiful.
I got to reunite with all my best friends and college roommates.
We went to Knotts Berry farm with the free tickets we got from sitting in on a time share speal.
Now Carson and I are visiting Washington again and having a good vacation time up here with my family.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I will rise

check out this song at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yvfso4Q8xg

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

And I hear the voice of many angels sing,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
And I hear the cry of every longing heart,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
[x2]

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise
[ I Will Rise Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]


rejoicing in Jesus' Victory.
Please continue to Pray for me and my son Carson that the Lord will bring Justice and peace to us. We love you and appreciate your prayer and support.

Just waiting on God right now.

people will fail you. God will never fail you.

1Corinthians 13:4-7 7=Love never fails.







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Sunday, November 15, 2009

I-get-it-now.com

About 3 months ago I purchased a web domain for my tutoring company I am starting called I-get-it-now! I am still coming up with a logo and I have no idea how to build a cool webpage yet but I check out my work in progress at

i-get-it-now.com

:)

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Whats new in this Wacky World of mine..

Most of you dont know this but on October 2nd I went to the hospital and was told by the Doctors to "go home and rest" The Move, The student teaching, and most of all the unstable not going anywhere relationship that I was in all got to me.

I was home for 2 weeks when I recieved a phone call from Brian's attorney saying, "I needed to return to the state of CA in order to continue seeking "medical treatment" and return the minor child and that I would have monitored visitation with my son..."

I did the only thing at this point that I could do and hired an attorney myself to fight these ridiculous alligations.

My heart is saddened that the father of my child was unable to see that I simply needed Doctor ordered rest because for months I have not been able to get the rest I need due to stress of an unstable home life.

New rested Angela is through making excuses for people that let me down and hurt me and through wearing the "everything is okay" mask.

I love Carson. Carson is my world. Anyone and everyone who knows me knows that about me. And I am thrilled to be only 6 weeks away from obtaining my Teaching Credential. However, this is a bittersweet time because now I am having to move out of the home I spent so many restless nights creating in Fullerton for me and my son. You know how excited I was to decorate Carsons FIRST room.

I am on my own now with Carson. A fresh start to be independant mother of my Son Carson. Currently living with my aunt in Corona, but looking for something closer to Yorba Linda where I will be finishing my student teaching.

Carson deserves the world and I plan on giving it to him. Mostly I plan on instilliing in him the love of our Savior which will never leave him or forsake him or hurt him. A lesson I wish I would have learned the easy way. One things for certain God is my stronghold and no one else.

Join me in praying for my son Carson friends and family, that He will grow up to be a man of integrity, wisdom, and honoring God and a man with a sense of humor like his mom and dad. :)

I love you friends thank you for your prayers and concerns.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Take my hand and Walk..- Jesus

Copying my Best Friend Julie, this song speaks to me and is so encouraging. Just depending on God for daily mana ;) Love this song it is God's song to me :) and a world of hurting people. copy and paste the link below to see video and hear song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxy8dVPUjq0


Kry Take my Hand and Walk Lyrics:

I know there are times
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadness
someday you will know the reason why
with a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me

[CHORUS]
Take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk

Don't live in the past
cause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last

you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Me

Take my hand and walk where I lead
Keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take my hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take my hand and walk

Just like a child
holdings daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand
on your own
(repeat chorus)
Words by Jean-Luc Lajoie and Yves Lajoie
Music by Jean-Luc Lajoie

Friday, October 30, 2009

Julie's post - Very Encouraging- So I am passing it on to my friends too

Monday, September 14, 2009
While I am Waiting
I heard this song the other day and it just seriously amazed me and spoke to me. In all the circumstances of life when we are waiting for an answer to so many of life's uncertainties. Check out the video and lyrics below.(copy and paste to check out the video to the song.
God is always Faithful!
Love you all!

Jules

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb7TSGptd3Y

"I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
Posted by Jules and Dave at 9:18 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Elbow Drop



Look what uncle John taught Carson the other day.. WWF move... "Elbow Drop". Carson Loves his uncle John and his Uncle Luke and is having a blast reuniting with the Worsham side of the family he really hardly gets to see. .. Dont worry Carson misses the Maurer side of the family too! After all he is Carson Worsham-Maurer.