Soo many things to be thankful for ;)

OH I am just so excited about this winter! My mom visited 2 weeks ago and helped me decorate for Christmas! Tree is up and christmas lights too! Brian got Disneyland passes for me and Carson,.. which was very nice of him. Last night Carson and I got to experience Christmas Disneyland for the first time with Audrey...which was seriously nothing short of Magical. Seriously and I dont use that word often.

But from a real lady bug landing on Audrey's leg on the bugs life ride to Carson saying "i want to see mickey and pluto" we turn the corner to see Mickey and pluto ;)"
the Christmas parade Carson was in awe by I think his eyes were literally twinkling as each float went by then the climax of the show SANTA. He said that was his favorite part.

Carson finished his last of a 5 week sports class where he was introduced to basketball, football, baseball, soccer and track... last week. I attached a video of him jumping hurdles!

I think we are going to sign him up for basketball this january.

I am going to hit up Mountain High tomorrow and use my season pass there for the first time! so excited.

Thanks giving is days away... I cant wait. ;) Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

I am thankful for Carson, FAmily, Friends, and most of all Gods amazing Grace!

Happy Fall :)

Oh Fall is here again my favorite time of the year. This halloween carson went as Batman and me as Robin we went trick or treating in Brian's neighborhood but Carson had more fun passing out candy than recieving it. He would tell each person he gave candy too, "Happy Halloween have a great day". So cute, he is such a fun age full of wonder and always asking questions, the other day he wanted to know why people had to go on the cross naked... uhh..

I just got a new magnet incentive chart for him that seems to be working great, he loves to get happy faces for gettng dressed, following directions, sharing etc.

My parents are here this weekend visiting and Carson is enjoying every minute of it.

I am subbing still full time in the Fullerton School District, i just completed the last requirement for my mulitple subject teaching credential and am currently applying at Churches for Children's Ministry Positions.. so we will See where God leads me :)

Spring 2010

My baby boy is now 3 here is a picture of his cowboy themed birthday party which was complete with a petting zoo! Carson and i got to go home to visit my parents in April on my spring break. We got to go to the Puyallup Spring Fair, Carson loved all the animals and especially the pig races.
I am only one US History test away from being fully credentialed. finally! my long term sub position had to come to an end since my multiple subject credential is not clear until that test is passed, and my current emergency credential only allows me to sub for 30 days at a time.

I am currently looking for and applying for full time teaching positions but they are scarce in this economy at this time, I am also applying for any Children's Ministry positions available so I guess now I am just trusting God to open the door where he wants me to be. I am bad at waiting and not knowing whats next for me, I guess I just need to be grateful for my daily manna and trust that it will keep coming.

super man and super princess

What's new

I haven't blogged since December. I have been busy student teaching. But I am very happy to announce that I am officially done student teaching forever.I am now long term subbing at Ladera Vista Jr. High teaching theatre and dance. It's a big change from teaching elementary kids. I rememebering how mean jr. high girls can be to each other.. The greatest part of the job is getting to wear yoga pants to work.

Carson just turned 3 a few weeks ago, as soon as I get the pictures back from various friends (I didn't have my camera) I will post them.

He dressed as woody the whole party. The petting zoo we had at his cowboy themed party was a big hit. Carson loved the animals. Carson's two new favorite movies: Horton hears a who and Snow White which he refers to as the "hi ho guys movie" I have seen both of these movies soo many times.

Tenley made it to the final two but Jake is not thinking with his right mind when he didn't choose her.

Carson opening his Christmas stalking

Carson got some disney parachute guys for Christmas he had a good time letting go off the stair case landing

Christmas Morning

Carson fell asleep at 6pm last night and was out for the night I decided not to wake him and just set out the cookies for Santa and showed carson the crumbs and empty glass of milk santa had left.. here is the video of his response.

Later he asked me "did Santa go in my room" I said yes he did to make sure you were sleeping!

November and December Update

Sooo this month and last I haven't posted many pics..or updates.
In September I won a radio contest and got air fair and hotel accommodations and back stage passes to Kieth Urban in Vancouver and went with my Best friend Lindsay that was a blast.
November Mike and Vanessa got married
I helped plan and throw Kelly her Bachelorette Party
I went to court for custody over Carson and Brian and I now have official 50/50 custody and I have to live with in 30 miles of Carson's dad.

In November after court stuff, My Dad flew down to CA to help me move and I moved out of Brian's House and moved into my own 2 bedroom guest house in Fullerton that i rent for a great deal. I love it and its in the safest neighborhood in Fullerton. I love my little house that is all for me and Carson :) Carson decorated our little Christmas tree.

In December
I was in Kelly and Nates wedding, It was big (23 in the bridal party) and beautiful.
I got to reunite with all my best friends and college roommates.
We went to Knotts Berry farm with the free tickets we got from sitting in on a time share speal.
Now Carson and I are visiting Washington again and having a good vacation time up here with my family.

I will rise

check out this song at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9yvfso4Q8xg

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise

And I hear the voice of many angels sing,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
And I hear the cry of every longing heart,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
[x2]

[Chorus:]
And I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees
And rise
I will rise
[ I Will Rise Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]


rejoicing in Jesus' Victory.
Please continue to Pray for me and my son Carson that the Lord will bring Justice and peace to us. We love you and appreciate your prayer and support.

Just waiting on God right now.

people will fail you. God will never fail you.

1Corinthians 13:4-7 7=Love never fails.







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I-get-it-now.com

About 3 months ago I purchased a web domain for my tutoring company I am starting called I-get-it-now! I am still coming up with a logo and I have no idea how to build a cool webpage yet but I check out my work in progress at

i-get-it-now.com

:)

Whats new in this Wacky World of mine..

Most of you dont know this but on October 2nd I went to the hospital and was told by the Doctors to "go home and rest" The Move, The student teaching, and most of all the unstable not going anywhere relationship that I was in all got to me.

I was home for 2 weeks when I recieved a phone call from Brian's attorney saying, "I needed to return to the state of CA in order to continue seeking "medical treatment" and return the minor child and that I would have monitored visitation with my son..."

I did the only thing at this point that I could do and hired an attorney myself to fight these ridiculous alligations.

My heart is saddened that the father of my child was unable to see that I simply needed Doctor ordered rest because for months I have not been able to get the rest I need due to stress of an unstable home life.

New rested Angela is through making excuses for people that let me down and hurt me and through wearing the "everything is okay" mask.

I love Carson. Carson is my world. Anyone and everyone who knows me knows that about me. And I am thrilled to be only 6 weeks away from obtaining my Teaching Credential. However, this is a bittersweet time because now I am having to move out of the home I spent so many restless nights creating in Fullerton for me and my son. You know how excited I was to decorate Carsons FIRST room.

I am on my own now with Carson. A fresh start to be independant mother of my Son Carson. Currently living with my aunt in Corona, but looking for something closer to Yorba Linda where I will be finishing my student teaching.

Carson deserves the world and I plan on giving it to him. Mostly I plan on instilliing in him the love of our Savior which will never leave him or forsake him or hurt him. A lesson I wish I would have learned the easy way. One things for certain God is my stronghold and no one else.

Join me in praying for my son Carson friends and family, that He will grow up to be a man of integrity, wisdom, and honoring God and a man with a sense of humor like his mom and dad. :)

I love you friends thank you for your prayers and concerns.

Take my hand and Walk..- Jesus

Copying my Best Friend Julie, this song speaks to me and is so encouraging. Just depending on God for daily mana ;) Love this song it is God's song to me :) and a world of hurting people. copy and paste the link below to see video and hear song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxy8dVPUjq0


Kry Take my Hand and Walk Lyrics:

I know there are times
your dreams turn to dust
you wonder as you cry
why it has to hurt so much
give Me all your sadness
someday you will know the reason why
with a child-like heart
simply put your hope in Me

[CHORUS]
Take My hand and walk where I lead
keep your eyes on Me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take My hand and walk

Don't live in the past
cause yesterday's gone
wishing memories would last

you're afraid to carry on
you don't know what's comin'
but you know the one who holds tomorrow
I will be your guide
take you through the night
if you keep your eyes on Me

Take my hand and walk where I lead
Keep your eyes on me alone
don't you say why were
the old days better
just because you're
scared of the unknown
take my hand and walk where I lead
you will never be alone
faith is to be sure of what you hope for
and the evidence of things unseen
so take my hand and walk

Just like a child
holdings daddy's hand
don't let go of mine
you know you can't stand
on your own
(repeat chorus)
Words by Jean-Luc Lajoie and Yves Lajoie
Music by Jean-Luc Lajoie

Julie's post - Very Encouraging- So I am passing it on to my friends too

Monday, September 14, 2009
While I am Waiting
I heard this song the other day and it just seriously amazed me and spoke to me. In all the circumstances of life when we are waiting for an answer to so many of life's uncertainties. Check out the video and lyrics below.(copy and paste to check out the video to the song.
God is always Faithful!
Love you all!

Jules

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bb7TSGptd3Y

"I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
Posted by Jules and Dave at 9:18 PM

Elbow Drop

Look what uncle John taught Carson the other day.. WWF move... "Elbow Drop". Carson Loves his uncle John and his Uncle Luke and is having a blast reuniting with the Worsham side of the family he really hardly gets to see. .. Dont worry Carson misses the Maurer side of the family too! After all he is Carson Worsham-Maurer.

Elbow Drop

Look what uncle John taught Carson the other day.. WWF move... "Elbow Drop". Carson Loves his uncle John and his Uncle Luke and is having a blast reuniting with the Worsham side of the family he really hardly gets to see. .. Dont worry Carson misses the Maurer side of the family too! After all he is Carson Worsham-Maurer.

Charlie's 2nd Birthday, Lili's 4th Birthday

Carson went to two super fun Birthday parties this summer.. his friend Charlie Parris' sesame street birthday, with the cutest cup cakes I have ever seen. Seriously look at that cookie monster cupcake he actually has a half bitten cookie coming out of his mouth. Charlie's aunty made those.

Carson had a great time celebrating with friends Josh, Emily, and Charlie.
Jumping in the bounce house, playing in the kiddie pool and sand box. So fun.

Just last weekend we went to Carson's cousin Lili's Fairy themed 4th birthday.(girls came dressed as fairy's or pirates and boys came dressed as pirates). Which was visited by Tinkle Bell herself. My camera died one picture into this great event so I will up load more pictures from Brian's camera later.
But the highlight of this party was Lili's friend Brandon who came in full on captain hook get up and as a 4 year old stayed in Character the whole party, he had complete drawn on stach and everything. Man I wish I had a pic of this kid to post. He is hilarious and each year we look forward to getting to see him at the cousin's birthday parties.
(last year at lili's party he serenaded everyone with his yukeleli (sp?) and sang somewhere over the rainbow.)

I love birthday parties I wish I could get paid to plan and attend them :)

Summer Fun

Back in July we went to the fair with Carson and our friends Jessica, Sergio, and their little baby mia.
Carson went on his first ride at the fair by him self! At lego land he rode rides with mommy or daddy, this was his first ride solo! On the pirate ship he loved it. I love the fair it is such a great time!

We also went to many Angel Games this summer since Brian had gotten an 18 pack. :)

So Although I was consumed with student teaching all summer long and didn't get the Summer days to play with Carson I did get to find time in the evenings and on weekends to get in some good quality time. WE frequently visited the Fullerton Farmers Market so Carson can get his dancing in to the live music, and jumps in the bouncers. Carson got a lot of Emily time. Carson got a lot of quality time with my friends who love him too and were "kind enough" to teach him a new dance move. ;)
We got to spend time with Uncle John this Summer too before he moved back to Washington we went to the beach and the aquarium.

WE are lucky that Carson's daddy is so generous to be taking care of us while I student teach. He is always making sure that I am not stressed out taking Carson whenever I need an extra break or more time to work on school stuff. He really loves his baby boy.